the bizz

You may, or may not, have noticed I have not blogged in over a month!

I actually HAVE blogged, but for some reasons my posts aren't posting

Anyways, I have thought a lot about taking a sabatical from posting....I can't really put my finger on it, but felt it would be good for me. I think really, it was just that I was feeling guilty for not blogging very often.

why? ....b.c all 100 of you sit by your computers, refreshing hourly, waiting for my thoughts to appear out in the internet world...right???

But, today I am feeling overwhelmed and I am greatful that for the ability to blog b.c it always leaves me feeling a bit better....
so, overwhelmed. I haven't actually felt that way for a long time. But, this time of year it always happens. This is the point in the year where I have at least half a hand full..if not a full hand full...of weddings waiting to be edited. This pile of things to do is also littered with many hands full of smaller photo jobs.

I LOVE I mean L.O.V.E my job. It couldn't be a better fit for me: my spirit comes alive when I photograph people, my brain feels on fire b.c its WORKING and my children think I am a stay at home mom =)

But, with all things we love...there are things that are hard.
And today, well, the past 30 days and the next 20+ days are hard.
I have too much to do with too little time (hey! someone should market that saying...isn't it brilliant?!?!................oh. it has already been done??)

So, as I watch my house crumble around me and my children spiraling out of control trying to keep themselves busy and my arms are asleep from sitting too many hours at my computer....I will just breath. Remember I am only human...and go take a nap.